I can't believe that with in a few months I'm going to be out of this high school stage. Growing apart from people that I would never thought that I would grow away from....People change for different reasons, because they have only come for a certain amount of time in life, but some are going to be there for the rest of your life.... Sometimes I look back at all of my life long choices... And realized that my mistakes are the ones that made me the way I am :) Sometimes people think that life is cruel and unusual, all that life is a big book that teaches us to learn from our mistakes and our choices.
When you think that life is complete it's just getting started.. Dare to take a little risk<3
Confused.. To the point where I can't think.. I need to get away..Range.. I have no earthly I can't think straight.. I guess things tend to still bother me.... Ugh.... Why am I so complicated... Why do things frustrate me... So much stress.. I miss Lisandro.... A lot.. I dunno what to do ugh.. I'm such a fuck-up....
Life right now is not as what you would expect it to be sometimes.... I've learned so many things over my many mistakes learn who will stay with me most of my life and who will leave or be here just for now..... Right now things are a little crazy... I'm just trying to be strong but i will get there soon as for school I had just submitted my Sam Houston state university application I've very excited it's two in the morning right now and I can't sleep .... I think the purpose of mistakes are a way to help you learn how to grow up.... Also staying up late is not heathy well just to be sure I think about to hit the hay.... But after another movie.. Night
So much going on right now....I don't even know how to put it down.... Just thoughts in my head.... Depression has hit me again... I don't know why... I really don't... I guess to mush stress running through my head... College... My future.. What if I don't have one... I feel like I cause so much for others in my life..... My mother I've disappointed her to much already... I've done so much that hurt her and I've realized that she had sacrificed a lot in her life for me...
I love you dearest..You have been through so much most of your life, and meeting you was just not a coincidence it was faith… It lead us to become best friends and yes I may have many best friends in my life but, they all have a special place in my heart…. I love you dearly, and I am glad you and I grew so close and beyond what we imagined…. You have captured and inspired me to do great things in my life and thought me that life shouldn’t be taken for granted… and everyone in it.. I want you to know that you are one of the most inspiring people I know… I love you no matter what I'll always be here
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